::one litre of tears~

based on a true story. this story is about a girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease which is spinocerebellar degeneration disease at the very young age,15 but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. the original story is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen. the book that latter entitled "One Litre Of Tears" has sold over 1.1 milion copies.. Aya's only wish was "to live". by carefully depicting Aya's earnest desire to live, and the love of her family, friends and lover, the drama "One Litre Of Tears" wishes to deliver her simple but strong message :

"just being alive such a lovely and wonderful thing"

here i tell u all the episode in this special story~

1~"the beginning of my youth"
2~"15 years old, sickness that steals up"
3~"why did the illness choose me?"
4~"the loneliness of two"
5~"a disable person's notebook"
6~"heartless glances"
7~"the place where i am"
8~"1 litre of tears"
9~"i live now"
10~"love letter"
11~"far away, to the place where tears are exhausted"
"special drama of 1 litre of tears: memory"


1 Litre no Namida, Ichi Rittoru no Namida, lit. "1 Litre of Tears"; also called A Diary with Tears or A Diary of Tears) is a dramatic tragedy diary written by Aya published shortly before her death. The diary, a true story based on her own life, was originally written in first person. It is about a girl coping with her teenage life along with a degenerative disease. She keeps a diary of not only what she does but how she feels and the hardships she must endure. Initially, the diary's purpose was for Kitō to chronicle impressions she had about how the disease was affecting her daily life. As the disease progressed, however, the diary became Kitō's outlet for describing the intense personal struggles she underwent in coping, adapting, and ultimately trying to survive her disease. As she notes in one entry,


"I write because writing is evidence that I am still alive."

she always cried in front of her friends..no matter what she kept praying and she want to be someone great..so, she must stop crying~

it's ok to fall down.
anyway we can still get up. isn't that a good thing?
while falling down look up the sky.
the blue sky high up my head, seems so wide and limitless..
can you see it smiling at you?
i am still alive..

teaching from handicapped buddies~
1...as a handicapped, if we always don't move forward, we will never change and improve ourselves
2...instead of pursuing things that are already lost, we might as well treasure the thing we have now
3..if we always moan how clever we are used to be, it will only increase our depression...



aku seyesly sedey and sangat sayang cte ni sebab ia seolah2 memberi aku semangat untuk hidup~bila terasa down dan masalah yang datang menimpa-nimpa tanpa henti, carilah semangatmu yang hilang itu sebab life must go on...whatever happens even it is so hard to move~rite?
aku dah khatamkan banyak kali cte ni.. ntahlah bape kali pun aku tak ngat..aroun lapan kali kot..haha..banyak tak? haa ini menandakan cte ni best dan sangat menyentuh hati dan perasaan...ramai kawan2 aku nangis tengok cte ni..adik aku pun..aku memang rekomenkan cte ni kat korang kawan2 aku sume sebab cte ni menggambarkan seorang yang sangat kuat semangat dah nilai kekeluargaan yang sangat tinggi...
jadi sape2 yang tak tengok lagi, tengoklah!! nescaya korang takkan menyesal~percayalah kata2 aku..huhu~